Well me and my boyfriend broke up. (again) I'm so mad at the world right now!
i been with for 5 years, but I'm starting to think this break-up is for the best.
we've been through a lot, & when i say a lot, i mean a lot! And don't get me wrong our relationship has progressed in the last couple years but i feel it should be way better than it is.
We still go through dumb arguments that shouldn't even be up for debate. the main reason we broke up last is because he wouldn't say he love me back. Now he been stop saying he loved me on his own a while back. So i told him about it the first, second, and last time i couldn't take it anymore.
Not to long ago we said we were just going to say i love before we go to sleep at night once a day,but his EXCUSE was it's kiddy saying i love you (back) over and over (once a day) . really?
kiddy?? acknowledging the fact that you love your girl once a day? wow.
I'm just so fed up with his bull shit it's crazy. Lately he hasn't even been making time for me.
Saying he's been in the 'studio' all day (i guess no breaks) and couldn't call me or come see me.
he has broke up with me two times in the last 2 weeks and i just can't take it anymore. i feel as if I'm settling. I Love him. There's definitely no question about that.
But love shouldn't hurt this much at all! It's not worth the pain. I'm too young for this.
Never the less i know me and him could have and still worked something out if he wanted but it's too much. He feels like i don't love him anymore which i don't know where he got that from, but he's the one who can't say i love you back. makes no sense. but that's the shit i put up with and not to long ago he was saying i love him too much. He won't answer my calls/texts like i cheated or some shit.
He's just not deserving of me, i was unappreciated, i loved him too much and he took it for granted.
he's a whore who doesn't care about no one's feelings but himself.
The weather getting better, summer almost here. it's about that time.
I'm done, tho I'll always love him. he will never understand. he's not a relationship person
I don't think he could make me happy if he tried (cause he never would).
"Lighting don't strike the same place twice
When you and I said goodbye I felt the angels cry
True love's a gift but we let it drift in a storm
Every night I feel the angels cry"
-QuietlyBeautiful
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