What's been going on?

Well we all know life happens, I've been very busy with school lately and i just got done moving.
I finally have my own room now!!!!!! yay me. Mad my mom want let me paint it but it's cool I'll be moving out next year anyways. lol My last post on here was about my boyfriend problems, and yessss i've finally decided to close that chapter i was just a fool for love; but i'm excited about moving on soon and finding the right person for me. This week it will be in the 80 degree range so i'm sure moving on won't be a problem. ;) also, i recently took the ACT/ PSAE test and i was preparing so hard for it i can't to get my scores back. Last but not least I've started a hair journey (a period of time when you stop processing your hair and let it grow full length) my hair was really longer when i was younger so i really want it to get it back that length (before i started putting heat in it daily, and dying it) i will make a specific blog on that later. But that's all bloggers i have to study now i got a big test in nursing tomorrow and finals are fastly approaching; and if i finish early i can get out and enjoy the weather ;) haha

Depressed! how to get over a broken heart!

Well me and my boyfriend broke up. (again) I'm so mad at the world right now!
i been with for 5 years, but I'm starting to think this break-up is for the best.
we've been through a lot, & when i say a lot, i mean a lot! And don't get me wrong our relationship has progressed in the last couple years but i feel it should be way better than it is.
We still go through dumb arguments that shouldn't even be up for debate. the main reason we broke up last is because he wouldn't say he love me back. Now he been stop saying he loved me on his own a while back. So i told him about it the first, second, and last time i couldn't take it anymore.
Not to long ago we said we were just going to say i love before we go to sleep at night once a day,but his EXCUSE was it's kiddy saying i love you (back) over and over (once a day) . really?
kiddy?? acknowledging the fact that you love your girl once a day? wow.
I'm just so fed up with his bull shit it's crazy. Lately he hasn't even been making time for me.
Saying he's been in the 'studio' all day (i guess no breaks) and couldn't call me or come see me.
he has broke up with me two times in the last 2 weeks and i just can't take it anymore. i feel as if I'm settling. I Love him. There's definitely no question about that.
But love shouldn't hurt this much at all! It's not worth the pain. I'm too young for this.
Never the less i know me and him could have and still worked something out if he wanted  but it's too much. He feels like i don't love him anymore which i don't know where he got that from, but he's the one who can't say i love you back. makes no sense. but that's the shit i put up with and not to long ago he was saying i love him too much. He won't answer my calls/texts like i cheated or some shit.
He's just not deserving of me, i was unappreciated, i loved him too much and he took it for granted.
he's a whore who doesn't care about no one's feelings but himself.
The weather getting better, summer almost here. it's about that time.
I'm done, tho I'll always love him. he will never understand. he's not a relationship person
I don't think he could make me happy if he tried (cause he never would).

"Lighting don't strike the same place twice
When you and I said goodbye I felt the angels cry
True love's a gift but we let it drift in a storm
Every night I feel the angels cry"


-QuietlyBeautiful

I'm Sick! Final decision on college?

Sorry i haven't been updating but I've been sooo sick! I have the flu. (running nose, sore throat, congested, popping ears, constant sweating and irritable). On top of that school and ACT Prep classes. Can a teen be this over whelmed???
On the positive side i have a final two choices for college...
1. Depaul University
2. U of I In Chicago

I've decided that i don't want to leave the state for college, because i feel like it's still a lot for me to see in Chicago. I'm not done with this city yet!
Both of these colleges have a Pre Med Program which is great for me since i want to become an emergency room doctor. and for Medical school I'm thinking U of I Chicago.

On another note my mother getting a root canal tomorrow and she's in so much fear!
So i told here to make her feel better that I'll get braces !!!!!!!! Yes the metal ones..
Which i really need but was always scared of getting. But i guess it's about time :)

P.S. My spring jacket came in the mail today and it's a NorthFace hoodie and i love it! It's in a bonnie blue color and has thumb holes so cuteee

-QuietlyBeautiful

The Postitve & Nagative Affects of Having Big Breast / (Boobs)

I'm a 36DD and we all know big breast are fun, cute, and sexy; but it's not all good when them back pains come around!

Positive
-Guys love them!
-Girls envy them!
-Great self esteem booster!
-Fill out shirts
-Gains attention

Negative
-CHRONIC BACK PAIN!! - My back hurts so bad! from time to time it make me wants a breast reduction!
-Quicker to attract odor
- Sweat without bra on
-Unwanted attention  (Pervs) lol
-Hard time finding bras and bras are way more expensive

Remember with every good theirs a bad & vice versa.
So be happy with who YOU are because they arepeople wishing they could be you :)
-QuietlyBeautiful

My Hair urggghh!

As I've motioned before i have a love hate relationship with my hair.

Sometimes I'm so tempted to get a weave!

First off i have no perm! With naturally curly hair.

So if water Hits my hair it's over!

I go to the shop every two weeks

My hair is about 10 inches in the front and 12 in the back.

It recently was dyed.

Just the front section.

I was aiming for a copper penny color.

At first it was a bright orange color.

It eventually died down the color wanted.

(Thank God)

This was the bright orange is was at first

(sometime in November 2010)

(such an ugly picture) lol

also i had two inches cut off

Since than I've only got my ends clipped once, about 3 weeks ago because i was not use to my hair being that short so when it grew i held on to it as long as i could! but my ends looked horrible lol.

Since than my hair hasn't really came out any.

I've tried my best to keep it healthy

I've been doing things to it that i should have been doing lol

I recently went to the Hair Cuttery when i got my ends clipped and they cut me a Chinese bang.

It looked good when i left out but when i straighten my hair and tried to styled it

I HATED IT

So now i have style my bangs in half

I thinks it fits my face more anyway

Still in the shop when i took this picture

The best these bangs ever looked!

But they didn't look like that for long :(

& this is my finished look!

This is a wash, blow dry, hot oil treatment

This is a feathered look

If you want to know anything about the products i use of anything like that just let me know I'll be more than happy to share.

Thanks for reading!

-QuietlyBeautiful

About Me

Before i really start to seriously blog i think it's best for you guys to know some quick information about me.
-I live in Chicago
-I'm a Junior in High school
-I'm on the Honor Roll
-I' taking (hard) LPN classes (I will be able to become a nurse straight out of high school).
-I plan to become a doctor
-I'm mostly to myself.
-I stay on the Internet (a lot)!!! lol
-I mostly stay in the house (I'm trying to change that this summer)
-I have a good/crazy boyfriend (2/17/06) <3
-I wouldn't be able to live without my phone
-i want to lose weight (who doesn't these days)
-I dyed my hair recently
-I don't have my own room yet
-Sometimes i can find myself being insecure other times i can find myself over confident.
-I have a love hate relationship with my hair
-I love Lil Wayne, Rihanna, Beyonce & Ciara
-I love Hip-Hop & R&B
-I'm in love with the Kardashains! lol
-I love the tv show The Game
- i love sports (Bull & Bears)

This all i can really think of right now, if i think of some more vital information I'll be sure to update! :)
-QuietlyBeautiful

First Blog!

I'm so excited about blogging; i been blogging since Myspace days lol you know that's been a while, even than i've always got good feedback and support so i'm trying to go Mainstream with it now. I will be blogging about my everyday life which is always drama! lol please follow and support me. I promise you won't regret!
-QuietlyBeautiful